Mind Games.

You've captured my attention and now I don't know what to do with my initial reaction because I don't think yours would be the same."

sexonthedancefloor:

istoleyourcrayons:

sexonthedancefloor:

istoleyourcrayons:

sexonthedancefloor:

istoleyourcrayons:

sexonthedancefloor:

  • i get dressed up to do nothing.
  • i trust people too quickly.
  • i just realized i could bullet things on tumblr.
  • i talk funny.
  • i’m becoming scared of people because all they do is hurt me.
  • i eat more than most grown men.
  • i’m not really good at anything.
  • i’m almost 100% positive that i’m clinically depressed and know i don’t have a reason to be.
  • i smiled for 3 minutes and 10 seconds straight on the phone last night.
  • i disappoint myself.
  • and my friends.
  • and my family.
  • i have big hair.
  • i always like the wrong people.
  • i love water and mountains and strangers and friends.
  • i’m lonely.
  • i don’t really think i have a future.
  • i’m really going to miss Lauren.
  • old men scare me.
  • i’m going to stop this list now.

 I might not be transferring! My parentals are undecided!

 what?!?!? i made that stupid cupcake for nothing?

just kidding!!!!! you better stay!

 That cupcake was very yummy! and I might be staying, they don’t know for sure yet. It’s so confusing, I just want them to make a decision and stick with it! I don’t like not knowing these types of things.

 i hate not knowing. when will they know by? you don’t have a say in this?

 I don’t know when they will know. The decision was final, but then my mom talked to her friend and everything changed. It’s mostly up to them. I want to do whats easiest for my parents.

 so mature! well, you’ll be okay either wayyy. and i might still love you,  but probably not.

 No you will still love me either way and if I dont go back, in P.E. your going to be thinking of me! Then you text me saying a very loving saying such as “fuck you lauren!” That will just make my day!