Mind Games.
- i get dressed up to do nothing.
- i trust people too quickly.
- i just realized i could bullet things on tumblr.
- i talk funny.
- i’m becoming scared of people because all they do is hurt me.
- i eat more than most grown men.
- i’m not really good at anything.
- i’m almost 100% positive that i’m clinically depressed and know i don’t have a reason to be.
- i smiled for 3 minutes and 10 seconds straight on the phone last night.
- i disappoint myself.
- and my friends.
- and my family.
- i have big hair.
- i always like the wrong people.
- i love water and mountains and strangers and friends.
- i’m lonely.
- i don’t really think i have a future.
- i’m really going to miss Lauren.
- old men scare me.
- i’m going to stop this list now.
I might not be transferring! My parentals are undecided!
what?!?!? i made that stupid cupcake for nothing?
just kidding!!!!! you better stay!
That cupcake was very yummy! and I might be staying, they don’t know for sure yet. It’s so confusing, I just want them to make a decision and stick with it! I don’t like not knowing these types of things.
i hate not knowing. when will they know by? you don’t have a say in this?
I don’t know when they will know. The decision was final, but then my mom talked to her friend and everything changed. It’s mostly up to them. I want to do whats easiest for my parents.
so mature! well, you’ll be okay either wayyy. and i might still love you, but probably not.
No you will still love me either way and if I dont go back, in P.E. your going to be thinking of me! Then you text me saying a very loving saying such as “fuck you lauren!” That will just make my day!
- i get dressed up to do nothing.
- i trust people too quickly.
- i just realized i could bullet things on tumblr.
- i talk funny.
- i’m becoming scared of people because all they do is hurt me.
- i eat more than most grown men.
- i’m not really good at anything.
- i’m almost 100% positive that i’m clinically depressed and know i don’t have a reason to be.
- i smiled for 3 minutes and 10 seconds straight on the phone last night.
- i disappoint myself.
- and my friends.
- and my family.
- i have big hair.
- i always like the wrong people.
- i love water and mountains and strangers and friends.
- i’m lonely.
- i don’t really think i have a future.
- i’m really going to miss Lauren.
- old men scare me.
- i’m going to stop this list now.
I might not be transferring! My parentals are undecided!
what?!?!? i made that stupid cupcake for nothing?
just kidding!!!!! you better stay!
That cupcake was very yummy! and I might be staying, they don’t know for sure yet. It’s so confusing, I just want them to make a decision and stick with it! I don’t like not knowing these types of things.
i hate not knowing. when will they know by? you don’t have a say in this?
I don’t know when they will know. The decision was final, but then my mom talked to her friend and everything changed. It’s mostly up to them. I want to do whats easiest for my parents.
- i get dressed up to do nothing.
- i trust people too quickly.
- i just realized i could bullet things on tumblr.
- i talk funny.
- i’m becoming scared of people because all they do is hurt me.
- i eat more than most grown men.
- i’m not really good at anything.
- i’m almost 100% positive that i’m clinically depressed and know i don’t have a reason to be.
- i smiled for 3 minutes and 10 seconds straight on the phone last night.
- i disappoint myself.
- and my friends.
- and my family.
- i have big hair.
- i always like the wrong people.
- i love water and mountains and strangers and friends.
- i’m lonely.
- i don’t really think i have a future.
- i’m really going to miss Lauren.
- old men scare me.
- i’m going to stop this list now.
I might not be transferring! My parentals are undecided!
what?!?!? i made that stupid cupcake for nothing?
just kidding!!!!! you better stay!
That cupcake was very yummy! and I might be staying, they don’t know for sure yet. It’s so confusing, I just want them to make a decision and stick with it! I don’t like not knowing these types of things.
- i get dressed up to do nothing.
- i trust people too quickly.
- i just realized i could bullet things on tumblr.
- i talk funny.
- i’m becoming scared of people because all they do is hurt me.
- i eat more than most grown men.
- i’m not really good at anything.
- i’m almost 100% positive that i’m clinically depressed and know i don’t have a reason to be.
- i smiled for 3 minutes and 10 seconds straight on the phone last night.
- i disappoint myself.
- and my friends.
- and my family.
- i have big hair.
- i always like the wrong people.
- i love water and mountains and strangers and friends.
- i’m lonely.
- i don’t really think i have a future.
- i’m really going to miss Lauren.
- old men scare me.
- i’m going to stop this list now.
I might not be transferring! My parentals are undecided!
I’m experiencing so many different emotions right now. Most of all I’m extremely frusterated. I need to let this go and put it out of my head. I just can’t. No matter how much I try, it never goes away.
Tomorrow,
will make it seven days until I transfer. I don’t want to leave my friends behind. I loved being with them everyday. But I have to. I’m really nervous for this switch, but maybe it’ll work out right in the end.
This is for my bestfriend, so she can freak out and say “ASAIN!”
